skittles / crumping / running / piano.

BRING IT

THE BET.

I WITHHOLD FROM "IT" TILL THE 24TH OF SEPTEMBER 2009.

IF I HOLD OUT I CAN MEGA "IT' TILL THE END OF MY SECOND YEAR.

IF I FAIL THEN I CAN ONLY DO "IT" ONCE A DAY AND HAVE TO GIVE SOMEONE 22 DOLLERS FOR EVERY "IT" I BUY. TILL END OF MY SECOND YEAR.

SO ALL YOU PEOPLE THAT EAT SKITTLES OR CRUMP OR RUN OR PLAY THE PIANO OR WHAT EVER YOU MAY CALL IT.

BRING IT ON BITCHES. ILL OUTLAST MY DESIRE TILL SEPTEMBER 24TH.

inner thought.

whats that word.

that describes that im feeling right ............. now?

un certain?

in consistent?

errrrrrr......... hesitant?

iono. jumbles.

jumbly.

jumbluuu...

juju box. -__-.

mash my brain.

nobody but you.

I want nobody nobody but you (x2)
난 다른 사람은 싫어
니가 아니면 싫어
I don't want nobody

Lyrics:
Verse 1 :
so is this what you wanted things to be
you and me
all our memories
lost in the rain down the drain
history
how could you let it go
what we had, it was gold
no even better, even greater
you and i were creators
so tell me that this is all a game
a cruel joke, not true
without you, what am i to do
we cant give up this way
replay
rewind the track
bring it back
make the chemicals react
이런니가 너무 밉다
어떻게 감히 니가
내게 이럴수있니
이별이 그리 쉬웠니
나보러 어쩌라고 그래
한번 말좀해봐
혼자서 숨도 못 쉬는데
그래 시험해봐
설명, 변명, 거짓말이라도 해봐
너도 알고있잖아 이건 않이잖아
말도안되.. 우리 해어져이제
장난 집어쳐 i want nobody but ya

hook:
I want nobody nobody but you (x2)
난 다른 사람은 싫어
니가 아니면 싫어
I don't want nobody

Verse 2 :
Got the white table cloth and the rose up in the middle
Tuck ya chair in now move in closer just a little
Then for a split second I can see your pretty face
Then your smile fades away
And Im alone up in this place
Your image is dissapears and now Im staring at the wall
And I be Contemplating in my mind should I get my phone and call
Cause I be thinking about the days when I was callin you baby
Empty chair across me is driving me crazy
quarter past 2
Thinking what do I gotta do
You tore my heart up out my chest and ripped it up in two
I want nobody but you
Letting go? Girl I refuse
Do you not see the pain that you be puttin me through
See, You were more than a homie
You dipped and left me lonely
I dont have the courage, Im turning from your door
And with the rain drops flowers fall to the floor

hook:
I want nobody nobody but you (x2)
난 다른 사람은 싫어
니가 아니면 싫어
I don't want nobody

bridge:
i'm on my knees
beggin you please
dont walk away from me
i'm goin deaf
can't catch my breath
tell me whats happenin
baby i can't go on
it's you that i want and nobody else

Not even gravity can hold me down
When Im trying to get to you
They Cant pull me down
Nobody gets to me the way you do
thats the reason why I want nobody but you

hook:
I want nobody nobody but you (x2)
난 다른 사람은 싫어
니가 아니면 싫어
I don't want nobody

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AKqNc98QyYg

insufficient funds.

people are boring.

they should blog more.

so i have more to read.

selfish much?

yea i know.

and what.

got beef?

i miss




alot of things.





material things.



people.





emotions.








wonder if ill ever get em back

BLOG OPEN TO ALL

for a little while i guess.

stolered off jenny cus im bored

1. What is your best friends pets name?
i dont think my mates have pets. if they do they r gay.

2. Do you tend to act out when you have a reliver in class?
fuck em. and. yes.

3. Choose: being covered in peanut butter, or nacho cheese?
hmmm..... nacho cheeze thats frozen cus then it just falls off.

4. On a scale of 1-10, how was your last kiss?
u mean with ma mum? zzz. na ma last kiss was good. mm. . . quite a long time now.

5. How long can you hold your breath underwater?
a long time. a few minutes

6. What’s the weirdest thing you’ve ever licked?
ahahahahahahaha i laugh at this question

7. What are your favourite colours?
black , the sunset.

8. What colour is your dad’s car?
dark blue?

9. Have you ever ran around drunk and naked?
i laugh at this question also

10. What was the highlight of your day?
actually studying yes studying

11. What was the last pop up you saw?
i dont get pop ups, fire fox baby

12. Do you watch porn just to laugh at it?
to laugh at? no

13. Last class you cut?
this morning. language and literacy education

14. Do you hate someone in one of your classes?
no

15. What did you have for breakfast?
umm toast?

16. Lunch? Dinner?
rice and chicken, burger fuel , cup udon

17. How are you feeling today?
morning - good , afternoon - content , nite - bored / melancholy.

19. Name the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
care for me.

21. What is your favourite part to the last song you listened to?
nobody but you.

22. Have you ever chewed on a pen, only to have it leak in your mouth?
nopeee

23. How do you like your steak?
medium rare =]

25. Would you ever have sex with someone if it was secret?
hmm. duno really. would have to ask me at the time.

26. Did you wake up at all last night?
nope

27. Who would you rather be with right now?
someone that makes me feel complete.

31. Have you ever cried because of something stupid?
i am a man. does that answer this question? =P

32. Who did you IM last?
uhh.... dunno

35. Did you like your outfit today?
i wore the t shirt jenny got me. and jeans , and the beanie zoey got me. and shoes and socks and boxers o course.

37. Name a food you crave a lot:
nothing atm. do smokes count.?

38. Next party you will go to?
i dont party . im anti social.

40. What is a word people use that gets on your nerves?
i dunno. alot of things get on my nerves recently.

43. Are you wearing anything that doesn’t belong to you?
nope

44. What is something you have been meaning to get back from someone?
my clothes from many different peoples. all very warm clothes

45. Can you play guitar hero?
i own.

46. Is any part of your body sore?
my eyes im tired.

47. Missing someone right now?
how would i know

48. Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?
nope

48. When was the last time you saw the person you last kissed?
hmmmm a few weeks now?

49. Do you like your phone?
no

48. Last thing alcohol beverage?
a week or so. yakult soju

49. Have you ever slept in a bed with the opposite sex?
nope. im a good boy.

50. Have any of your best friends ever back stabbed you?
y e s .

51. If you had to move in with a friend, which one would you pick?
someone who would pay my share of the rent too lolol

52. What’s the seventh text message in your inbox say?
lol but the sun is shining.. - ant

53. When is your next road trip?
inter sem holidays?

54. What did you do the weekend?
work .

55. Met anyone new in the past week?
i duno. cant remember

56. What does your bestfriends call you?
danny. ? danny g? daniel ? bon min? something related to a bear/gom.

57. Who was the last person to go to the movies with you?
hmm.... alexis and co.

58. Are you currently fighting with someone?
who knows any more.

59. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
i dont get butterflies. i get those evil moth things from green mile.

60. Who/What would you like to see right now?
i would like to see a sunset while sitting atop of a cliff facing the ocean with a smoke in one hand and a beer in the other surronded by some mates.

61. Are you mad at someone right now?
dunos. am i?

62. What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
cant b bothered looking sorry

63. Do you mainly use your house phone or your cell phone?
cell

64. Is there an empty place in your heart?
i dont have a heart. some bugger stole it while i was sleeping.

65. Do you count down the days till anything?
nop

66. Are you looking forward to something as of right now?
sleep.

67. Have you ever been called a tease?
i duno. hmm leme think

68. What are your chances of getting with your crush?
do i have a crush?

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. losing one of my limbs
2. losing the ability to talk / hear / feel / touch / taste.
3. turning into a vegetable.
4. not having the ability to control my own life.
5. dying a slow and painful death.
6. slowly losing my mind.
7. losing everything good in my life.

SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST
1. mates
2. fam
3. dramas
4. sleeping
5. eating
6. music
7. funage

SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR ROOM
1. my laptop
2. my bed
3. my elec blanket
4. my hobo clothes
5. my lamp post
6. my phone
7. my piano

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU
1. i have a scar on my head.
2. i have major mood swings , changes daily.
3. i love to sleep
4. need lots of money.
5. cant wait to live on my own
6. wants 4 children
7. needs a new phone / music player / head set.

SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. get married with the love of my life , have four children whom i cherish and live a happy life till the day i die.
2. plan to live a long life with my friends and family
3. even tho i wont be rich i plan to live a fulfilling life.
4. travel around the world
5. raise my children and grand children and family right.
6. create a GU dynasty
7. leave impressions of my good being upon many people.

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO
1. sleep for ages
2. eat for ages
3. drink for ages
4. own at guitar hero
5. be a bum
6. laugh
7. do what is in my ability to do..

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T DO
1. a cart wheel
2. dance
3. chemistry or physics
4. eat a whole tomato willingly
5. transform into a werewolf
6. fly
7. shoot laser beams out of my eyes

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OPPOSITE SEX
1. lips
2. personality
3. maintenance
4. age
5. manners
6. eyes.
7. life.

SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST
1. lol
2. fob
3. no u
4. haha
5. g
6. kdkd
7. lololol

SEVEN CELEB CRUSHES
1. i
2. dont
3. really
4. give
5. a
6. shit
7. !

DONE

so good you can die.

smoke free for 4 days.

dont really feel like smokes when im at home.

but when im outside i get cravings.

such as when im studying. sudden craving.

or just sitting down having coffee at a cafe.

urges? smoke when theres nothing to do, or nothings occupying my mouth such as gum , or my hands like a pen. or such.

hmmm.

think ill stay home for a few days.

save some money that i need to save.

flat broke atm.

need to move out asap.

get a place for my self.

mayb ill feel more centered.? hmmm

who knows. =].

hm

i bought the 4 twilight books yesterday.

and i finished it today.

it was very interesting.

good books.

have to read over em again later with a nice coffee.

get more out of it when i read em again.

havnt had ne smokes today.

sigh.

multitudes

get on with it.

ignore the mass.

he

79 hours bitches

zzzzzzzz

came out of jamsu today for ma man andy.

went kareoke with zobo , mell , ho sung and andy.

it was aiite cept i was shit tired.

and mell skittled lmfao.

she freaked.

oh my fuck

its been 67 hours and counting. my eyes r fucking rage.

its been a non stop trip into my lap top screen. the never ending cut scene after cut scene of various movies stored in a piece of machinery called a hard drive has quelled my emptyness and filled it with a megaton of information.

wonder how much longer ill last.

insomnia

i havnt slept for 46 hours and counting.

also this song as well

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AKqNc98QyYg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Xulz0lITtQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MEktMoyUHc8

oh my lonesome.

sooo today i was doing fine i guess? woke up did the usual.

had a nice time with my family.

then went to craigs to pick up a hard d.

then it suddenly hit me.

a certain emptyness?

i ono.

i suddenly feel all empty inside. ~__~.

duno how to put it.

the world seems so dull.?

dwelling on past mistakes.

but not giving a dam or trying to fix em or something like that but not quite.

got homes. closed off my blog.

am listening to a new song . remix of k.will nobody and 너는 내운명.

one song is slow and really dramatic.

and the other is up beat and nice melody.

but someone both seem so sad to me atm.

the second song reminds me of the past.

and how things didnt turn out so well between girls and i.

and nobody reminds me that i dont have that special someone that i want all for my self.

sigh.

no hair emo gom.

so this emptyness.

im sure that all people get it at many points in their lives.

but yea. hmm.

the cure for this?

waiting it out?

or going out and socialising?

a bit of both i guess.

but atm im not in the mood to socialize.

mmm im in need of a cafe that no one knows about to go and sit down out side.

the weather is solemn.

but not cold?

mayb a hot coffee or chocolate to sit down with.

and a book or some music to listen to.

with a smoke occasionally.

that would be nice.

mayb ill go hunting for one tomorrow.

mayb not.

probably not. haha.

hope this spell ends soon.

so i can get on with my life not feeling shitlessly empty inside.

soo...

lol so tonite we went out to drinkzzz

me norman andy mg paul johnny and david.

at pocha.

was very very good.

lol andy got crunk but not mad dog which is good.

stupid johnny with his high tolerance wont get drunk lol.

guess ill need a fuck load of alchs to get him wasted one day.

met a new nuna today. paul introduced me to her.

forgot her name but got a number saved it as sexy nuna cus i didnt know her name lol.

but we will go drinking soon again. =]=].

went pocha and then norebang yaaaaaaay.

good good feel.

at pocha met up with the girls.

hoa , zoey , nicole , xucy , borami , mell , kayoung

excuse me if i forget ne one haha.

hmm yea and then went kareoke good good.

turns out hyo young e hyung is going to korea cus his dad ordered him to on thursday.

kinda sucks losing a good hyoung . but he will b back in one and a half years.

duno what he and his gf are gona do.

which sucks as well cus they have been going out for ages. T___T.

hmm.. most likely taupo trip is cancelled.

cus mell has some issues with money and worrying her mum.

and we arnt gona go without her.

so its all good though.

we will figure something out to do here i guess ~____~.

meh. who cares. road trip woulda been fun but nothing can be done i guess...

mmmmmmm.

man cheese buldak at pocha so good. i could like fifty of them like literally lol cant get full from it but its soo gooood.

and that tempura fries we got as service but wasnt on the menu but we got some more for 20 bux like a shit load ne way was sooo gooood.

that butter corn shit isnt that nice thou. too niggi he for drinking. get drunk faster lol.

norman got fucker over haha he wanted to sleep.

andy got crunk.

mg got tips / crunk.

sigh when will i get drunk enough to not remember a nite.

i dont want it to happen but sorta do? you know? lol

but the nxt morning i would feel like shit hahahahaha.

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa meh tired now lol..

want to sleep but meeeeeeeeehhhh hahahaha.

we will see what happens in the nxt few days yea??

no food. again.

i had dinner aaaaaaaaages ago. or it seems like it.

and now. there is no bread.

there is rice. but nothing to cook with the rice. actually there is some raw meat and stuff but dont wana marinate and shit.

i want bread. so i can toast it and have with milk and choc.

or make a mini pizza with it.

but no.

there is.

no breeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad argh hahahahahahaha oh well.

milk will do . =]

better b bread when we go road trip tho. hell yea

i hunger

i hunger.

there is no rice at home

bro ate it all.

the last of it.

there are noodles but i want rice.

think mums bringing some food.

better b rice.

begin anew

1st of Joo lie.

many things have happened. such as that thunder storm boom boom that happened a few days ago. hmmmm very loud n dramatic. behold the awesome power of nature lol

i think im going on a trip nxt week. duno if its still on or not @___@.

davids back.

alexis is back.

jeslin is back.

im sure more people are back lol.

yesssssssssssssssshp.

as the days go by its already 7 months into this year.

time flys i guess??

- just saw mell lol she came to visit - ehehehehe

ne way.

yea already 7 months into the year. lots of shit has happened.

opened my eyes to many things many many things.

many many many many many.

when i went for my walk after i saw mell i was so relaxed.

that feeling is totally awesome.

totally relaxed. walking looking up at the starz with a warm hoodie on thanks to borami =].

a smoke mmmmmm smokey lol.

now if only there was a cafe near here then i cuda just got a coffee mayb sat down with a nice book if i had one and chilled. zzzzzzzz soo good.

i quite like the way my hair is now.

nice and refreshing and nigger ful kekekekeke