hmmm

99 problems. lol

the fast lane

sometimes in your life

you zoom ahead thinking that its a good thing

then you crash and burn

maybe die.

so take things slow and easy

even if you take things slow you get to where you want to go

just a little bit late.

slow n steady wins the race right? right??

thanks

you remind me of how i used to be.

thanks =].

when the shit hits the fan

some times in our lives

shit hits the fan.

u dont even realise there was shit.

till it hits... the fan..

lol.

all these thoughts that have been in the back of your mind not surfacing .

surface.

and u dwell

on these thoughts.

sometimes its a high

most times its a low.

and it makes u wonder.

wonder whats really important in life.

think about it sometime.

laid out bare back style.

fuck. you.

no not you.

but you.

lol

ranting is one of the best ways to get rid of excess emotion.

doesnt really have to be at any one or any thing

can just mindlessly rage at something insubstantial like a piece of dust.

or your face.

=P.

ok.

so.

lots of things went down in the past few days.

or weeks.

and for my part in everything or nothing

i apologize to the depths of my fat.

yes my fat.

precious.

nah u know. im really sorry for everything you know who im talking about.

yes you.

love you =].

and.

its finally getting warmer ish thanks to the change of season so i can

just wear my t shirts now without getting a cold.

even tho i have one atm.

thanks to who knows.

thanks a bunch.

to ne one who reads this blog.

i need new friends. lol. i need to re energize my ego. my danny ness. my essence of being.

all my old friends know what im like.

loud. tongan. friendly.

and now they ignore that part of me lol.

so i need to express all of this to new friends.

so please.

lol befriend me.

also. i need to start going gym again.

getting too comfortable with my fat bear status.

need to get to. chunky bear status.

then fully hard out up in your face muscle bear terminator status.

yes.

also tonight is mgs bday.

so get my crunk on maybs haha.

happy belated bday mofo.

stupid old nigga.

also im slowly. like pututututututu running out of money.

i need to find a new job. like. tutoring or under the table shit.

yes yes i do.

so if ne one needs tutoring in the arts of being a gangster.

or a fob.

calling me at 021 179 3277.

ne ways. todays rant is long enough.

beta publish b4 my lap top crashes.

lates fools.

experience the calm

lol recently i really cant be bothered going out much.

its not because im acting emo and sad.

or because im jamsu or hibernating.

its just i cant be bothered bussing or driving to city

to drink beers or coffees that cost alot of money not including the bus and petrol price.

if i go city then i need to eat cus i get hungry.

and its all just so bothersome.

i know i can go to chill out with my friends.

but what do we do.?

mega , drinking at shadz, drinking coffee , or talking in ic0.

i mean we can do that at someones houuuuuuuuuuuse.

so much warmer and comfy. u know?

or we can all just go to sleep. or stay home and read.

mhmm =].


ne way last nite i stayed up till like 5 to do my assignment for te reo maori.

woke up at 7 30 to go school. i was so buggered lol

then ahd to stay for four hours for another lec.

came home str8 after and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeept like a mofo.

nxt time ill upload some pictures of my assa. i can do that now since i got a new phones thats gangs.

yeahp.

zoeys boxers r black.

ehehehehehehehehe.

shes a byunte.

likes to show ppl her knickers =].

supposed to be studying at my place atm.

she is . im fucking bored.

dont wana do my work.

its boring.

have to do something for little midget kids.

=].

I DON WANA.

sorry jen k.

everytime jen k txts me i seem to be out of reach of my cell phone or sleeping so i forget to reply.

~_~/

sorry jen.

i made a post on my blog just for u just to apologize. =].

s t a r . g a z i n g .

how can u see what your looking for. or find something in a place so vast.

if theres all this shit in the way.

zzz

thx mell =p.

mm today i taught some lito kids at royal oak primary school.

names? caspian , veronica and alexander .

lol fuck all kids these days have middle names .

and the names of these kids sound so cool. u naa?

mhmm.

ne way., after i taught em i went on a mean high. ^ ^ . went up on OTH and got a feed with ev one.

was funny az.

then had maori.

then came home and totally wiped out while using comp.

woke up buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzed again.

had a mean feed. and sleep again soon.

gota love this life cycle. but its making me fatter.

munchies too often.

lol.

the other day after i dropped lucy off at his house and then was driving back over the bridge.

these white guys in a taxi fully mooned us as we sped side to side hahahaha.

was fucking funny az couldnt stop laughin

lol.

the other day after i dropped lucy off at his house and then was driving back over the bridge.

these white guys in a taxi fully mooned us as we sped side to side hahahaha.

was fucking funny az couldnt stop laughin

longing

the feeling of longing for a certain something or someone......

is like

having a hole inside my heart.

the heart which cannot be complete until

i possess

that which i desire for myself.

but when that hole cannot be

filled

because it is something you

cannot

have.

how do you live with a hole in your heart.?

i wonder...

hmm.

today. the nelson police called me.

one phone call at. 12 31.

one at 12 39.

they were looking for a man named gavin.

interesting.