update

first of all . happy bday to my dick. lol craigs bday is today but he is in singa pore.

all the way across the world.

happy bday mofo

.

hmmm i bought a new car. xD

bmw 318i. yea baby riding in style. as you all know or mite not know..

my sunny got stolen. so bought dads car off him.

slowly paying it all off lol.

my dad bought a bmw 323i series. yes yes good car .

got a sun roof as well ~~ yayyy.

looking foward to driving it awayssssssss =].

hmmmmmm.

my lovely has gone away for a chruch trip.

so big ups to her and hope she doesnt die from looking after littlies at camp ~_~;;





























my baby looks something like this ~~~ sexy aint it? lol.

but ill take a photo of my dads car and mine and post it up later. ~~

hope to see all them ppl over seas soon. when they come back. and MG U DICK.

lol STOP USING ALL UR MONEY TO CALL LUCY AND CALL UR HUSBAND !!

update

fuck my life but i havnt blogged for a while.

hmm.. soo whats the haps?

my car got stolen thats fucking what lol.

my bro took it to his mates house and when he came out someone had ripped out the steering wheel. and when bro went home they came back put it back and FUCKED OFF WITH IT.

who the fuck would want to steal a nissan sunny? prob a stalker. fml.

lol also. hmmmmmm. my gf is a game freak. -__-;;; she beats me at everygame lol.

i dont go easy. im serious. im like HARD OUT lol. but oh well. =]. good to know my gf can game.

HAWT.

also missing my friends dearly. those who have gone overseas. T___T. wants to see u guys so much but alas... i cant rolla cross water. im too heavy ~~

see you all soon hopefully???

and also to those friends in auckland who i dont see often.

FACK U lol. SEEEEEEE MEEEEEEEEEEEEE SOOOOOOOOOOOOON.

what else..?? hmm.....

iono. pondering upon what to do after graduation.

in terms of wanting to teach kids? i do i do.

but the pay? shitty shitty bang bang BOOM.

cops get paid a starting pay of 52g. primary teachers? around 30-40g.

a full time retail manager? gets paid around 40-50k starting pay. with bonuses and working perks like trips and stuff.

so for the amount of work a teacher does. and the amount of work a manager does?

what pays better? the manager job.

so im debating on what to do.

i will prob go over seas to teach for a few years. and then.?? who knows. prob come back to nz to be a cop or a manager of some store .

i want to teach but i also want to make a living that offers me more than just a living.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm what else?

im racking my brain to think of all the things i wanted to post but suddenly they have hidden deep within my stomach and wont come out till i puke or shit em out lol nice expression.

so for those friends who have forgotten to contaact me . -__-;; u know who u ar. beaches lol.

its 0211793277. and for those overseas who want to call me.

its 6256765. mg. cough cough lol.

BITCH CALL ME. <3

update

so alot of people in my life have left this little land on the bottom of the world.

to go a roaming.

i shall miss them very dearly.

also my nissan sunny.

has been stolen.

my brother took it to his friends house.

and it has been stolen.

i hope the popos dont find it tho..

so the insurance kicks in.

yes..

cbf.

talking more.. T__T

Alexis

i dont even know if you read my blog ~~

but i wish you a happy birthday ~ =].

i couldnt send you the gift as i had promised through the mail.

but if you still read this im sending one through the net !

****SLAVE FOR A DAY PASS****

valid till next year this date this time xD

use it wisely bumm.

hope u have a good time todays. as yet it is not ur bday in aussie xD

babo..

its not like we havnt been apart for a short period of time before.

but i miss you already.

maybe its because

i cant see you.

this time your not just a drive away.

your hours away some where else .. zzz

but at least your having fun =].

miss you
babo

hmm

3 down one to go.

the hardest one.

im hungry now.

but people wont go eat.

they keep saying lets go

but arnt moving.

bitches.

im fucking hungry.

fml.

no fTHEIRl.

yea thats right.

FUCK ANDY LEE.

e x a m s

two down.

two to go.

fuck.

hurry up and end already

archi

archi studio

right now.

studying. ish.

not.

the feeling that dwells within all students.

the expression of procrastination.

its an artform that is expressed time and time again,

generation after generation,

mistake after mistake it is something that cannot be corrected.

if studying were the human body i think procrastination would be

the back bone.

the spine.

the thing that supports all study structure.

whaddyathink?

bansa

babo anigo dun yoo.

niga babo go dun yoo!!

gurigo ggot mennal mul joyadwe !!! ggok!

anim jugo....
......................................................

hmmm i would just like to wish everyone

my closest and dearest friends.... and all u other guys =P jks lol

id like to wish all those niggers out there i know

the very best of their exams

so when they finish

we can all go dick around as much as possible

with the best of feelings.

so to all of us already doing, have done , going to do

these shitty end of year exams.

i wish you

the best of luck =].

.

Babo

baaaaaaaaaboooooooooooo
maerongggggggggggggggg

...............................................

;P

dreams

first of all before i describe my dream.

ive read andys blog and i sympathize with you.

join the club =[. ive got 700 plus to pay off and andys got 550 now. T__T.

truly we are meant to be.

ne way my dream.

i dreamed a dream. where

dress mart was 7 stories high it was flash.

and on the bottom floor was a study room just like archi block / oggb mixed together real pro like.

and then a earth quake hit. it was like 6 on the rictor scale .

i was working and everything just went to shit.

and as everyone grabbed something so they wouldnt fall down shit kept falling over and what not and the shock of the earthquake left people wounded and dying cus they fell off the 7 story building.

some how i survived but like the dip shit in dreams that i am

i took the elevator down.

-__-;;.

so as i got to the 5th floor the elevator goes *boom* and stops and the people inside with me are like wtf?

so we pry open the doors and theres a gap where i squeeze through and get out

but the people are like meh and keep going down.

they die cus the elevator falls to the ground. -__-;;;.

then as i get to the ground floor i see songmin. i was like O__o?

why are you here? and she said to come get you.

soooo we went outside and everywhere you see its like a person with bad acne cept made out of pieces of the city.

(dress mart was in the city)

but as wel got out i had a brilliant idea like the maori that i am.

so i decided to go back into dressmart and steal shit;;;

so somehow me and sm made it to the 7th floor but when we got there another earth quake shook us and we fully gapped it down 7 flight or stairs to run.

amazingly the building didnt crumble or fall. good dress mart.

sooooooooo then we met up with everyone else somehow... duno how tele kinesis?

and we roamed the city and after a while had the brilliant idea of studying. . .

so we went back into dressmart which had a oggb/archi mix up which was really cool. all high techie and shit.

and then i suddenly had this brilliantly retarded idea that somehow this was a secret base of operations for the government................................... yes... i know. ;;;

so we all somehow infiltrated into a lower floor which had all this high tech surveilance shit but we were all so ninja.

and then we were looking around and then got seen chased around for a little bit before i woke up. .

i left out some parts thats not to be seen by the eyes of all my innocent friends.

=].

fml

fuck my life.

fuck all this paper work that i have to do.

fuck all this drama.

fuck all the swirly bits of information and emotion swirling in my head.

fuck it all.

recently

i wake up at 7. go to school by 8 - 8 30 ish.

come home around 5 ish avg.

sleep till 7 ish?

then head to city to catch pokemon and study.

come home around 12? 1? ish.

prob later usually.

and then the cycle repeats it self for 5 days. -__-;;

i wouldnt mind if it was just studying and catching pokemon,

but the practicum part of things pisses me off.

i mean, most of the teachers are complete bitches.

there are the odd good ones that are totally chilled out,

but yes. most of them are bitches.

so.

ive been thinking,

and i think im going to change , my profession.

kinda?

ive been thinking about being a high school teacher recently, and i dont think its a bad idea.

just that id have to major in something, maybee... english? bio?

not that i excel in those subjects but.. uni is a place of learning right?

sigh.

i just wish everyone could fast foward one month, or all coma out for a month, then exams would be over and we would all wake up together. and it would be about 2 months of relaxation. =].

but some wishes never come true. . .

get up get up

mani jollina boda uri dulli :(
junhwa het nundae gesok anbatnaeeeee
i want u 2 sleep more
bt i hav 2 wake u up ..
u got lesson plans to finish..
ullun il uh naya haltendae..

musen ggum ggugo it ulgga, '-'
onul mot bwat nunde
jal jinet get ji?

onul junhwa rang munja mani mot boneso miann
graedo nuh seng gak mani het uh~
jinjja ya~

some days.

you just want to sleep and never wake up.

to rest till the fatigue that drips from every pore in your body

vanishes.

today is one of those days.

been at practicum for all of 2 weeks total . and im buggered.

the time that you have to wake up and stay behind till is . . . .

a bit too much.

and plus from i only have a dodde left. at home.

so once i have that.

i become

smoke free.

till i lose a fixed amount of weight.

fuck my life.

supposed to be studying atm.

have been for a while but ffs. cant be bothered ne more.

-__-.

endless rants will go on if i do not stop here.

so i shall stop.

i think we are two weeks today. =].

time flies i think lol.

but today im too tired to do much;;;

been cranky for no reason and tired beyond the land of far far away.

so. i shall see how much work i can get done this weekend for my mondays...

lesson plan.....

whoop. aja. ~_~;;

the calm

if you look back at things in life.

you realise that some things

should just be

ignored? adjusted to?

because they matter so little,

insignificant. is the word i was looking for.

other things matter more in life.

things like

happiness.

life.

living it.

so . . . .

=]. pikachu ije him duro haji malgo. mian haji malgo. gamgi do golijimal gooooo,
nom o ji ji do mal gooo ! joun il man happening hagil bare nu hanten =].

urin inje happy hage jinendago hetjana =].

image jugi ji? zzzz bogoshipo imma ~

for the first time in a long time.

my mind has turned blank with anger.

its something you cant put into words when

your anger exceeds your want to be reasonable.

for the sake of those around me

im not acting upon my anger.

but if it becomes worse then it is now.

i dont know what will happen.

i pray that nothing does. but its not something i can control.

for every minute you are angry. you lose sixty seconds of happiness.

im sorry.

ill try not to be angry for your sake.

ill try.

day two. =]

caught me a pikachu on sunday =].

but she needs to finish her essay by 2morow.

good luck bumm

pokemon

i gotta catch that elusive pikachu

Archi Studio 24 Hours....

lol. yes its just as it sounds.

me , hosung , songmin , minji , eric , and our very own halmoni nuna ~

spent an all nighter at archi studio.

i would upload pics. but i cbf .

so yes =]

use ur imagination.

quitting.

im quitting.

bring it hosung.

lets see who wins.

distance

if things are left the way they are now.

what will the future become?

the future is obscure.

everything changes for a reason.

dont regret things. but you dont have to like the

things that have happened that will become valuable experiences in the future.

can see some things more clearly now.

but that still doesnt lessen the sting of things.

for all those who know about what im going to say next. shut up. lol.

ill wait a while

to see if any thing changes with you.

if it doesnt then ~_~;;;

if it does. then ~_~;;

but if nothing changes.

friendship never hurts.

much. lol ouch =P.

hmmm

i will most likely stop smoking.

sometime next year.

duno if its the start or the end.

but sometime during then.

prob for a year or so? depending on the situation and how things roll.

also.

am i not pretty enough???? <--- lolol

cha hyun chul

shibal jola utgyo e nom.

daum ae ddo haja.

friends?

no matter what happens we will always be friends. if not more =P zzzzz.

ponder

today was one of those days.

the days when u just dont give a fuck.

i was tired.

of this.

of that.

of everything.

uni , exams , moving , breathing.

but i went to uni to uni at night to move to breath and to study.

still felt kinda shit tho.

got a good 2 hours study done.

made me feel a bit better.

but what brightened up my day?

this little critter wearing mc hammer pants haha.

changed my whole out look of the day.

if this is how i end up feeling

i wouldnt mind rocking up to uni everyday.

dear mell

su ru tu

recent

nice farm trip. lol lots of fun fun ness. =].

went to hosungs farm for 2 days 1 night.

very good farm nice place to chillax

his rents r real nice too. =].

cant say much else cept i had a good time.

...............

grats to hop scotch coming 2nd =]. you guys did really really well. =].

.................

hope u guys enjoyed getting baked lol. ur welcome =].

....................

you confuse me hun. alot. ~_~.

..........................

i need to do my shitty readings .

...................................

grats to the new happy couple =]. wish u all the best.

...........................................

i wish you would stop being so fake.

.....................................................

the end.

fucking A

lol dear dk and mikey.

your party was fucking awesome lol.

ups to hak for the organisation.

ups to all the people who came to make the party a fucking good one.

ups to all the alcohol.

ups to everything that happened at the party that made it fun.

ups to nico for providing the batch haha.

we should again some time .

it was bitching =].

hmmm

99 problems. lol

the fast lane

sometimes in your life

you zoom ahead thinking that its a good thing

then you crash and burn

maybe die.

so take things slow and easy

even if you take things slow you get to where you want to go

just a little bit late.

slow n steady wins the race right? right??

thanks

you remind me of how i used to be.

thanks =].

when the shit hits the fan

some times in our lives

shit hits the fan.

u dont even realise there was shit.

till it hits... the fan..

lol.

all these thoughts that have been in the back of your mind not surfacing .

surface.

and u dwell

on these thoughts.

sometimes its a high

most times its a low.

and it makes u wonder.

wonder whats really important in life.

think about it sometime.

laid out bare back style.

fuck. you.

no not you.

but you.

lol

ranting is one of the best ways to get rid of excess emotion.

doesnt really have to be at any one or any thing

can just mindlessly rage at something insubstantial like a piece of dust.

or your face.

=P.

ok.

so.

lots of things went down in the past few days.

or weeks.

and for my part in everything or nothing

i apologize to the depths of my fat.

yes my fat.

precious.

nah u know. im really sorry for everything you know who im talking about.

yes you.

love you =].

and.

its finally getting warmer ish thanks to the change of season so i can

just wear my t shirts now without getting a cold.

even tho i have one atm.

thanks to who knows.

thanks a bunch.

to ne one who reads this blog.

i need new friends. lol. i need to re energize my ego. my danny ness. my essence of being.

all my old friends know what im like.

loud. tongan. friendly.

and now they ignore that part of me lol.

so i need to express all of this to new friends.

so please.

lol befriend me.

also. i need to start going gym again.

getting too comfortable with my fat bear status.

need to get to. chunky bear status.

then fully hard out up in your face muscle bear terminator status.

yes.

also tonight is mgs bday.

so get my crunk on maybs haha.

happy belated bday mofo.

stupid old nigga.

also im slowly. like pututututututu running out of money.

i need to find a new job. like. tutoring or under the table shit.

yes yes i do.

so if ne one needs tutoring in the arts of being a gangster.

or a fob.

calling me at 021 179 3277.

ne ways. todays rant is long enough.

beta publish b4 my lap top crashes.

lates fools.

experience the calm

lol recently i really cant be bothered going out much.

its not because im acting emo and sad.

or because im jamsu or hibernating.

its just i cant be bothered bussing or driving to city

to drink beers or coffees that cost alot of money not including the bus and petrol price.

if i go city then i need to eat cus i get hungry.

and its all just so bothersome.

i know i can go to chill out with my friends.

but what do we do.?

mega , drinking at shadz, drinking coffee , or talking in ic0.

i mean we can do that at someones houuuuuuuuuuuse.

so much warmer and comfy. u know?

or we can all just go to sleep. or stay home and read.

mhmm =].


ne way last nite i stayed up till like 5 to do my assignment for te reo maori.

woke up at 7 30 to go school. i was so buggered lol

then ahd to stay for four hours for another lec.

came home str8 after and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeept like a mofo.

nxt time ill upload some pictures of my assa. i can do that now since i got a new phones thats gangs.

yeahp.

zoeys boxers r black.

ehehehehehehehehe.

shes a byunte.

likes to show ppl her knickers =].

supposed to be studying at my place atm.

she is . im fucking bored.

dont wana do my work.

its boring.

have to do something for little midget kids.

=].

I DON WANA.

sorry jen k.

everytime jen k txts me i seem to be out of reach of my cell phone or sleeping so i forget to reply.

~_~/

sorry jen.

i made a post on my blog just for u just to apologize. =].

s t a r . g a z i n g .

how can u see what your looking for. or find something in a place so vast.

if theres all this shit in the way.

zzz

thx mell =p.

mm today i taught some lito kids at royal oak primary school.

names? caspian , veronica and alexander .

lol fuck all kids these days have middle names .

and the names of these kids sound so cool. u naa?

mhmm.

ne way., after i taught em i went on a mean high. ^ ^ . went up on OTH and got a feed with ev one.

was funny az.

then had maori.

then came home and totally wiped out while using comp.

woke up buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzed again.

had a mean feed. and sleep again soon.

gota love this life cycle. but its making me fatter.

munchies too often.

lol.

the other day after i dropped lucy off at his house and then was driving back over the bridge.

these white guys in a taxi fully mooned us as we sped side to side hahahaha.

was fucking funny az couldnt stop laughin

lol.

the other day after i dropped lucy off at his house and then was driving back over the bridge.

these white guys in a taxi fully mooned us as we sped side to side hahahaha.

was fucking funny az couldnt stop laughin

longing

the feeling of longing for a certain something or someone......

is like

having a hole inside my heart.

the heart which cannot be complete until

i possess

that which i desire for myself.

but when that hole cannot be

filled

because it is something you

cannot

have.

how do you live with a hole in your heart.?

i wonder...

hmm.

today. the nelson police called me.

one phone call at. 12 31.

one at 12 39.

they were looking for a man named gavin.

interesting.

skittles / crumping / running / piano.

BRING IT

THE BET.

I WITHHOLD FROM "IT" TILL THE 24TH OF SEPTEMBER 2009.

IF I HOLD OUT I CAN MEGA "IT' TILL THE END OF MY SECOND YEAR.

IF I FAIL THEN I CAN ONLY DO "IT" ONCE A DAY AND HAVE TO GIVE SOMEONE 22 DOLLERS FOR EVERY "IT" I BUY. TILL END OF MY SECOND YEAR.

SO ALL YOU PEOPLE THAT EAT SKITTLES OR CRUMP OR RUN OR PLAY THE PIANO OR WHAT EVER YOU MAY CALL IT.

BRING IT ON BITCHES. ILL OUTLAST MY DESIRE TILL SEPTEMBER 24TH.

inner thought.

whats that word.

that describes that im feeling right ............. now?

un certain?

in consistent?

errrrrrr......... hesitant?

iono. jumbles.

jumbly.

jumbluuu...

juju box. -__-.

mash my brain.

nobody but you.

I want nobody nobody but you (x2)
난 다른 사람은 싫어
니가 아니면 싫어
I don't want nobody

Lyrics:
Verse 1 :
so is this what you wanted things to be
you and me
all our memories
lost in the rain down the drain
history
how could you let it go
what we had, it was gold
no even better, even greater
you and i were creators
so tell me that this is all a game
a cruel joke, not true
without you, what am i to do
we cant give up this way
replay
rewind the track
bring it back
make the chemicals react
이런니가 너무 밉다
어떻게 감히 니가
내게 이럴수있니
이별이 그리 쉬웠니
나보러 어쩌라고 그래
한번 말좀해봐
혼자서 숨도 못 쉬는데
그래 시험해봐
설명, 변명, 거짓말이라도 해봐
너도 알고있잖아 이건 않이잖아
말도안되.. 우리 해어져이제
장난 집어쳐 i want nobody but ya

hook:
I want nobody nobody but you (x2)
난 다른 사람은 싫어
니가 아니면 싫어
I don't want nobody

Verse 2 :
Got the white table cloth and the rose up in the middle
Tuck ya chair in now move in closer just a little
Then for a split second I can see your pretty face
Then your smile fades away
And Im alone up in this place
Your image is dissapears and now Im staring at the wall
And I be Contemplating in my mind should I get my phone and call
Cause I be thinking about the days when I was callin you baby
Empty chair across me is driving me crazy
quarter past 2
Thinking what do I gotta do
You tore my heart up out my chest and ripped it up in two
I want nobody but you
Letting go? Girl I refuse
Do you not see the pain that you be puttin me through
See, You were more than a homie
You dipped and left me lonely
I dont have the courage, Im turning from your door
And with the rain drops flowers fall to the floor

hook:
I want nobody nobody but you (x2)
난 다른 사람은 싫어
니가 아니면 싫어
I don't want nobody

bridge:
i'm on my knees
beggin you please
dont walk away from me
i'm goin deaf
can't catch my breath
tell me whats happenin
baby i can't go on
it's you that i want and nobody else

Not even gravity can hold me down
When Im trying to get to you
They Cant pull me down
Nobody gets to me the way you do
thats the reason why I want nobody but you

hook:
I want nobody nobody but you (x2)
난 다른 사람은 싫어
니가 아니면 싫어
I don't want nobody

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AKqNc98QyYg

insufficient funds.

people are boring.

they should blog more.

so i have more to read.

selfish much?

yea i know.

and what.

got beef?

i miss




alot of things.





material things.



people.





emotions.








wonder if ill ever get em back

BLOG OPEN TO ALL

for a little while i guess.

stolered off jenny cus im bored

1. What is your best friends pets name?
i dont think my mates have pets. if they do they r gay.

2. Do you tend to act out when you have a reliver in class?
fuck em. and. yes.

3. Choose: being covered in peanut butter, or nacho cheese?
hmmm..... nacho cheeze thats frozen cus then it just falls off.

4. On a scale of 1-10, how was your last kiss?
u mean with ma mum? zzz. na ma last kiss was good. mm. . . quite a long time now.

5. How long can you hold your breath underwater?
a long time. a few minutes

6. What’s the weirdest thing you’ve ever licked?
ahahahahahahaha i laugh at this question

7. What are your favourite colours?
black , the sunset.

8. What colour is your dad’s car?
dark blue?

9. Have you ever ran around drunk and naked?
i laugh at this question also

10. What was the highlight of your day?
actually studying yes studying

11. What was the last pop up you saw?
i dont get pop ups, fire fox baby

12. Do you watch porn just to laugh at it?
to laugh at? no

13. Last class you cut?
this morning. language and literacy education

14. Do you hate someone in one of your classes?
no

15. What did you have for breakfast?
umm toast?

16. Lunch? Dinner?
rice and chicken, burger fuel , cup udon

17. How are you feeling today?
morning - good , afternoon - content , nite - bored / melancholy.

19. Name the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
care for me.

21. What is your favourite part to the last song you listened to?
nobody but you.

22. Have you ever chewed on a pen, only to have it leak in your mouth?
nopeee

23. How do you like your steak?
medium rare =]

25. Would you ever have sex with someone if it was secret?
hmm. duno really. would have to ask me at the time.

26. Did you wake up at all last night?
nope

27. Who would you rather be with right now?
someone that makes me feel complete.

31. Have you ever cried because of something stupid?
i am a man. does that answer this question? =P

32. Who did you IM last?
uhh.... dunno

35. Did you like your outfit today?
i wore the t shirt jenny got me. and jeans , and the beanie zoey got me. and shoes and socks and boxers o course.

37. Name a food you crave a lot:
nothing atm. do smokes count.?

38. Next party you will go to?
i dont party . im anti social.

40. What is a word people use that gets on your nerves?
i dunno. alot of things get on my nerves recently.

43. Are you wearing anything that doesn’t belong to you?
nope

44. What is something you have been meaning to get back from someone?
my clothes from many different peoples. all very warm clothes

45. Can you play guitar hero?
i own.

46. Is any part of your body sore?
my eyes im tired.

47. Missing someone right now?
how would i know

48. Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?
nope

48. When was the last time you saw the person you last kissed?
hmmmm a few weeks now?

49. Do you like your phone?
no

48. Last thing alcohol beverage?
a week or so. yakult soju

49. Have you ever slept in a bed with the opposite sex?
nope. im a good boy.

50. Have any of your best friends ever back stabbed you?
y e s .

51. If you had to move in with a friend, which one would you pick?
someone who would pay my share of the rent too lolol

52. What’s the seventh text message in your inbox say?
lol but the sun is shining.. - ant

53. When is your next road trip?
inter sem holidays?

54. What did you do the weekend?
work .

55. Met anyone new in the past week?
i duno. cant remember

56. What does your bestfriends call you?
danny. ? danny g? daniel ? bon min? something related to a bear/gom.

57. Who was the last person to go to the movies with you?
hmm.... alexis and co.

58. Are you currently fighting with someone?
who knows any more.

59. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
i dont get butterflies. i get those evil moth things from green mile.

60. Who/What would you like to see right now?
i would like to see a sunset while sitting atop of a cliff facing the ocean with a smoke in one hand and a beer in the other surronded by some mates.

61. Are you mad at someone right now?
dunos. am i?

62. What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
cant b bothered looking sorry

63. Do you mainly use your house phone or your cell phone?
cell

64. Is there an empty place in your heart?
i dont have a heart. some bugger stole it while i was sleeping.

65. Do you count down the days till anything?
nop

66. Are you looking forward to something as of right now?
sleep.

67. Have you ever been called a tease?
i duno. hmm leme think

68. What are your chances of getting with your crush?
do i have a crush?

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. losing one of my limbs
2. losing the ability to talk / hear / feel / touch / taste.
3. turning into a vegetable.
4. not having the ability to control my own life.
5. dying a slow and painful death.
6. slowly losing my mind.
7. losing everything good in my life.

SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST
1. mates
2. fam
3. dramas
4. sleeping
5. eating
6. music
7. funage

SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR ROOM
1. my laptop
2. my bed
3. my elec blanket
4. my hobo clothes
5. my lamp post
6. my phone
7. my piano

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU
1. i have a scar on my head.
2. i have major mood swings , changes daily.
3. i love to sleep
4. need lots of money.
5. cant wait to live on my own
6. wants 4 children
7. needs a new phone / music player / head set.

SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. get married with the love of my life , have four children whom i cherish and live a happy life till the day i die.
2. plan to live a long life with my friends and family
3. even tho i wont be rich i plan to live a fulfilling life.
4. travel around the world
5. raise my children and grand children and family right.
6. create a GU dynasty
7. leave impressions of my good being upon many people.

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO
1. sleep for ages
2. eat for ages
3. drink for ages
4. own at guitar hero
5. be a bum
6. laugh
7. do what is in my ability to do..

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T DO
1. a cart wheel
2. dance
3. chemistry or physics
4. eat a whole tomato willingly
5. transform into a werewolf
6. fly
7. shoot laser beams out of my eyes

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OPPOSITE SEX
1. lips
2. personality
3. maintenance
4. age
5. manners
6. eyes.
7. life.

SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST
1. lol
2. fob
3. no u
4. haha
5. g
6. kdkd
7. lololol

SEVEN CELEB CRUSHES
1. i
2. dont
3. really
4. give
5. a
6. shit
7. !

DONE

so good you can die.

smoke free for 4 days.

dont really feel like smokes when im at home.

but when im outside i get cravings.

such as when im studying. sudden craving.

or just sitting down having coffee at a cafe.

urges? smoke when theres nothing to do, or nothings occupying my mouth such as gum , or my hands like a pen. or such.

hmmm.

think ill stay home for a few days.

save some money that i need to save.

flat broke atm.

need to move out asap.

get a place for my self.

mayb ill feel more centered.? hmmm

who knows. =].

hm

i bought the 4 twilight books yesterday.

and i finished it today.

it was very interesting.

good books.

have to read over em again later with a nice coffee.

get more out of it when i read em again.

havnt had ne smokes today.

sigh.

multitudes

get on with it.

ignore the mass.

he

79 hours bitches

zzzzzzzz

came out of jamsu today for ma man andy.

went kareoke with zobo , mell , ho sung and andy.

it was aiite cept i was shit tired.

and mell skittled lmfao.

she freaked.

oh my fuck

its been 67 hours and counting. my eyes r fucking rage.

its been a non stop trip into my lap top screen. the never ending cut scene after cut scene of various movies stored in a piece of machinery called a hard drive has quelled my emptyness and filled it with a megaton of information.

wonder how much longer ill last.

insomnia

i havnt slept for 46 hours and counting.

also this song as well

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AKqNc98QyYg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Xulz0lITtQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MEktMoyUHc8

oh my lonesome.

sooo today i was doing fine i guess? woke up did the usual.

had a nice time with my family.

then went to craigs to pick up a hard d.

then it suddenly hit me.

a certain emptyness?

i ono.

i suddenly feel all empty inside. ~__~.

duno how to put it.

the world seems so dull.?

dwelling on past mistakes.

but not giving a dam or trying to fix em or something like that but not quite.

got homes. closed off my blog.

am listening to a new song . remix of k.will nobody and 너는 내운명.

one song is slow and really dramatic.

and the other is up beat and nice melody.

but someone both seem so sad to me atm.

the second song reminds me of the past.

and how things didnt turn out so well between girls and i.

and nobody reminds me that i dont have that special someone that i want all for my self.

sigh.

no hair emo gom.

so this emptyness.

im sure that all people get it at many points in their lives.

but yea. hmm.

the cure for this?

waiting it out?

or going out and socialising?

a bit of both i guess.

but atm im not in the mood to socialize.

mmm im in need of a cafe that no one knows about to go and sit down out side.

the weather is solemn.

but not cold?

mayb a hot coffee or chocolate to sit down with.

and a book or some music to listen to.

with a smoke occasionally.

that would be nice.

mayb ill go hunting for one tomorrow.

mayb not.

probably not. haha.

hope this spell ends soon.

so i can get on with my life not feeling shitlessly empty inside.

soo...

lol so tonite we went out to drinkzzz

me norman andy mg paul johnny and david.

at pocha.

was very very good.

lol andy got crunk but not mad dog which is good.

stupid johnny with his high tolerance wont get drunk lol.

guess ill need a fuck load of alchs to get him wasted one day.

met a new nuna today. paul introduced me to her.

forgot her name but got a number saved it as sexy nuna cus i didnt know her name lol.

but we will go drinking soon again. =]=].

went pocha and then norebang yaaaaaaay.

good good feel.

at pocha met up with the girls.

hoa , zoey , nicole , xucy , borami , mell , kayoung

excuse me if i forget ne one haha.

hmm yea and then went kareoke good good.

turns out hyo young e hyung is going to korea cus his dad ordered him to on thursday.

kinda sucks losing a good hyoung . but he will b back in one and a half years.

duno what he and his gf are gona do.

which sucks as well cus they have been going out for ages. T___T.

hmm.. most likely taupo trip is cancelled.

cus mell has some issues with money and worrying her mum.

and we arnt gona go without her.

so its all good though.

we will figure something out to do here i guess ~____~.

meh. who cares. road trip woulda been fun but nothing can be done i guess...

mmmmmmm.

man cheese buldak at pocha so good. i could like fifty of them like literally lol cant get full from it but its soo gooood.

and that tempura fries we got as service but wasnt on the menu but we got some more for 20 bux like a shit load ne way was sooo gooood.

that butter corn shit isnt that nice thou. too niggi he for drinking. get drunk faster lol.

norman got fucker over haha he wanted to sleep.

andy got crunk.

mg got tips / crunk.

sigh when will i get drunk enough to not remember a nite.

i dont want it to happen but sorta do? you know? lol

but the nxt morning i would feel like shit hahahahaha.

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa meh tired now lol..

want to sleep but meeeeeeeeehhhh hahahaha.

we will see what happens in the nxt few days yea??

no food. again.

i had dinner aaaaaaaaages ago. or it seems like it.

and now. there is no bread.

there is rice. but nothing to cook with the rice. actually there is some raw meat and stuff but dont wana marinate and shit.

i want bread. so i can toast it and have with milk and choc.

or make a mini pizza with it.

but no.

there is.

no breeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad argh hahahahahahaha oh well.

milk will do . =]

better b bread when we go road trip tho. hell yea

i hunger

i hunger.

there is no rice at home

bro ate it all.

the last of it.

there are noodles but i want rice.

think mums bringing some food.

better b rice.

begin anew

1st of Joo lie.

many things have happened. such as that thunder storm boom boom that happened a few days ago. hmmmm very loud n dramatic. behold the awesome power of nature lol

i think im going on a trip nxt week. duno if its still on or not @___@.

davids back.

alexis is back.

jeslin is back.

im sure more people are back lol.

yesssssssssssssssshp.

as the days go by its already 7 months into this year.

time flys i guess??

- just saw mell lol she came to visit - ehehehehe

ne way.

yea already 7 months into the year. lots of shit has happened.

opened my eyes to many things many many things.

many many many many many.

when i went for my walk after i saw mell i was so relaxed.

that feeling is totally awesome.

totally relaxed. walking looking up at the starz with a warm hoodie on thanks to borami =].

a smoke mmmmmm smokey lol.

now if only there was a cafe near here then i cuda just got a coffee mayb sat down with a nice book if i had one and chilled. zzzzzzzz soo good.

i quite like the way my hair is now.

nice and refreshing and nigger ful kekekekeke

farewell

so today was the get together for hyun e nuna.

she is leaving for korea on mondayyyyy..

goodbye nuna =].

we went to dinner at dori nyum nyum nyum.

theeen norebang.

theeeen sheisha.

theeeen more shiesha.

theeeeeeeeeen even more sheisha. zzzzzzzzz

yess had talks.

people wer tipsy.

fun fun fun.

=]=]=]=]=].

so to a more meaning full po a s t.

about me.

yes.

i figure.

from now on.

ill choose how i spend my money wisely.

and not blow it all on nothing that equivilates? to nothing lol.

i mean spending on mates is all good.

but what happens when ur not mates ne more.

left with no money but good memories xD

guess its a fair trade.

but only if its good memories.

but what if those memories are tainted by a bad break up?

are they still good memories ?

or just something in the distant past that seemed good but actually wasnt hmm...

also .

when im moving out nxt year.

i need about 4 - 7 k for my bike.

aaannd 2 - 4 k for rent saved up.

aaannd yea.

total of 11 k max lololol gg.

by end of 2009 start of 2010.

how the fuck am i supposed to save that shit -__-.

so owned lol.

sigh...... wake up at 8 today. thats in like 4 . half hours.

to go to work.

but working with amy for first time in ages gota b good lololol.

hmmmmm what else.

happy belated bday to ma man kyu on the 21st.

me on the 18th.

caitlin and reb on the 26th.

dasan on the 27th.

sigh its a shame i cudnt spend the bdays with the people whos actual bday it was.

but its the thought that counts lololol.

yeaaahp

=].

i think. a girlfriend would b nice atm.

but only one that would be able to support me and i support her.

and we are able to benefit one another whilst still being our selves

and liking each other.

also necessary to be able to get along with my friends and family very very well so

as to be apart of my life. ( family and friends )

oh. school too lololol.

also one that understand me. one i can be my self around no matter how stupid high

drunk or danny i am ~___~.

does such a girl exist? meh who knows. maybe lol.

mmmmmmmmmm mudcake lol. yummeh.

another day another wrinkle

sooo was my bday quite a few days ago.

was good in all.

some nice gifts.

some more nice memories.

good friends to spend it with.

what more can i ask =].

not quite done tho.

need to have a drink up i thinks.

soon.

=].

thanks guys.

fuck theorists

what do u know u dead geezers in side the ground.

why are you making my life so hard.

the way that u think.

why do u need to put in so that it imprints on history to effect the lives of.

newer generations with your bs sprouted out of your ass.

just so you seemed smart in your era so you could get some ass.

faggots.

i really really really dislike you.

and stupid ass treaty of waitangi bs.

why must did u u piece of shit paper not burn to the ground in the past.

would have made life so much easier.

fuck.

hmmmm

sooo ok a few hours later.

we have.. had dinner.

watched andys film thing.

picked zoey from princes st.

done not much study...

lol very good study session we have had today.

generation six.

right now we are at gen lib lvl 6.

andy mell and i .

are studying.

very quiet in here.

also at a seat where thre is no power point . fuck.

hmmmmmmm.

i tried to walk in with a one L orange and mangi with apple base orange juice.

and the security guard said no.

i honestly didnt know that we werent allowed to.

oh well.

then me and mell went to get lunch.

she had a sausage roll that i picked for her.

it was yummy.

of course. i picked it. =]/

then andy came looking all flash in his black ness.

cus hes filming today for whatcha ma juju. church thing. video thing or sumat.

looks like a THUG.

TFL. tHUGz 4 LyFE lol.

ne way. yea. bored so im blogging.

i n s o n n i a c g o m attack !.

fuckk allll

sickness fuck you. i hope you die in my body and get expelled as my shit.

lol

its finally nearly gone. the sickness that made me bed ridden for weeks. and ages is slowly dispersing from my body.

as i again begin to socialize and chill.

also the other flu is dissapating.

i am atm studying at IC EPSOM. with my uni crew.

hmmmm. yeaaaaaa.

ty zobo for letting me in as well =]. long time coming but im good =]=]=]=]. also read all of ur posts tooo. ^ ^.

hmmm.

on another note.

its time to cut ties.

with ones.

who dont.

care to.

be a pillar.

in which that is me.

for those who dont care to build or mend bridges.

with the GOM.

fare well.

to those.

that.

dont care.

or dont know.

it doesnt matter how close we were in the past.

if you dont care to keep this bond going.

all i can say is.

fare well.

its sad.

but its inevitable.

=] =[ =/.

" if i set them free , and they come back to me. thank you. if i set them free , and they never come back, fare well? "

ok

ok.
so i ve been sick since... saturday. bed ridden. sick like a bitch

getting better now slowly.

couldnt even get up. was soo weak lol. rwar.

ne way . mhm... lets see..

dont have a gf yet. so ill prob b shaving my head

andy shaved his not quite long ago. lolol. he got nigga lines too.

mm craig and caitlin congrats. on ur bf and gf . i wish u all the happyness.

zobo i hope u get better from ur injuries soon kk>? i prayed for juu =].

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

zoey had a car crash near muriwai with some unknown friend of hers. car fucked. yea. but shes ok so all good.

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

what else. b4 i got sick i was jamsu. and then i got sick after coming out of jamsu for one day. mayb thats telling me something lol like i shuda stayed in jamsu mode. hmmmmm

what else.

duno brains not functioning cant really think of much yeaaa.....

post laterrrrrr

fuck you.

fuck u 25/40 -__- i rage quit at that mark. stupid diversity essay mother fuck. -__-

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m e l l o w

my life is so peaceful now.

all my assa r done.

no more assa till nxt semester.

all tahts left is the upcoming exams and tahts a while away i hope.

hmmmm.

what else?

oh yea atm im havint a study sesh at mine with mell and zo.

they need it.

i dont really.

just providing the place lol.

hmmmm borami didnt come cus shes mean.

she didnt eeven have to go ne where ne more but she still didnt come.

stink aye.?

i know.

hmmmm. mell is on my bed atm. doing nothing cus shes noob shit. at acctng.

bahahahahahahahahahahaha.

i wonder how nicoles doing.

mell - talk to her *giggle*

hmm i really should soon.

but oh well what is i gon do.

mell is talking gibberish to her self atm.

hmmm this saturday is my baby nieces bday. but we had a party yesterday.

SORA LEE <3 my baby ~~~

shes sooo cute esp when she yawns kekekekekekeke

nxt time ill have to upload a pict-ure.

been working past 2 days. and now i have nothing left to do. 2morow is a day off

brb post again someones here

finale

CLEARED

read this shit

oi . dicks that i invited to allow to read this blog

this is just shit thats been going on in my life ok?

lol u cant show this to any one else.

if u do.

fuck thats not boys.

what goes down in this blog.

is not discussable .

to any one else.

even ur gfs. or wives or w.e

cus thats not boys.

betta keeps it.

and just cus i invited u. doesnt mean u have to read it lol.

assignments

oh yea had a all nighter onnnn MONDAY.

lol had a study sesh all night on monday

zo , mell and simone came over

i love you guys.

got me started so that i finished it that day

without you i woulda failed

so even tho i cant read this

know that i am thanking you and loving you all from the bottom of my heart =]

also we 4 went out to la porchetta tonight to have dinner. good good
also also also ummmm had yummy desert there

and and and went mission bay bay bay

and and and went frasers.

very good bonding time with the girls today

yup yup

then talks with yebbun nuna =] nice talk too

hmm all for 2nite gna try sleep .

MOTHERS DAY TODAY

HOPES I CAN MAKES HER THE HAPPIEST MOM TODAY!!

realisation

CLEARED

owned.

kekekekek its 7. 25

and yes fuck.

finished the bloody essay

its like 2100 words?

yeaaaaaaaaaaa

fuck yes im awesome lol.

the stupid pimple out break i got from the stress of this thing is amazing. like 10 pimples omg. forehead sore ness and face soreness from this stupid essay.

lets just hope i pass it yea. ~_~ after all it is a rushed job.



DIVERSITY ESSAY
What do you understand about the term diversity?
Why is it an important concept for teachers preparing to teach in today’s classrooms?
Drawing on your understanding of diversity discuss the construction of subordinate and dominant identities and how these can help explain differential experiences in education?

Diversity as stated by the American Heritage Dictionary is ‘a point or respect in which things differ’, so the term diversity encompasses many different facets of life including ethnicity , socio – economic background , home language , gender , religion , sexual orientation , age and the ability and disability both mental and physical. All these different characteristics are interdependent upon one another as they progress to influence our lives in aspects such as the manner in which we see ourselves, and the manner in which we see others is shaped to present our own complex and individual identities. In this essay the aspects of diversity that will be taken into account is the term itself; why it is an important concept for teachers preparing to teach in today’s classrooms and if I draw upon my knowledge of diversity if the construction of subordinate and dominant identities can help explain these differential experiences in education.
Everyone has lived life through varying experiences and as the meaning of diversity - a point of difference, everyone’s meaning of the word diversity might also differ because of the different environments that one has to subsist. So how can we define diversity with just one definition when each individual has a different definition for diversity which differs with each personal approach to the term.
Diversity has many different meanings but in the words of Beverly Daniel Tatum [ 2000 ], diversity is “individual characteristics family dynamics , historical factors and social and political contexts”. Beverly Daniel Tatum states that the term diversity is a perception that “depends in large part on who the world around me says I am” so therefore you are who the people around you perceive you to be and not who you think you are. Tatum associates her ideas of diversity by mainly focusing on the identity of being oneself and how that self interacts with subordinate and dominant factors in everyday societies and hierarchies. “Social , cultural and historical context is the ground in which individual identity is embedded”, Tatum has said in one of her readings that “ students of colour usually mention their racial or ethnic group ... but in general white students rarely mention being white.” What she is saying here is that a person being of the dominant society takes advantage of their station in the world because it is the norm. No one brings into question the characteristic that makes them dominant while as the subordinated society is constantly ridiculed and objectified as to why they are the way they are, and are constantly on the defence to a barrage of endless denunciations . These denunciations are what force the subordinate society to feel a sense of under accomplishment “ ... to be part of a social group that carried labels such as ‘ under achievement’ ,‘ marginalised’, and even ‘tail – end ‘”[Tanya Wendy Samu,2004 ], even though people do not know you directly but because you have been set under a certain stereotype people have already labelled you as inferior / superior and have a set mind set about who you are.
The way people see you and the way you see people can also be a way to identify diversity. A recent report [ Tanya Wendt Samu , 2004 ] stated that “ at first contact the lenses i see through first are my particular cultural ones...... the perspective having my own Samoan shade of brown.” This clearly states that the way we can see things as individuals differ because of different aspects in which we see through which might be our culture , religion , age , sex, race or many other ‘lenses’ that we may see through. Each and everyone one of us would have our own shade of ‘lens’ that we see through and the way in which we see identities which in turn represent our own diverse natures is different. Samu also states though that “ this does not mean I am unable to see through other cultural perspectives “ with this statement she indicates that she is not seeing only through one lens it is just her first response to actually seeing something would be to see through a perspective which has been with her all her life and comes to her naturally, her cultural perspective as a Samoan.
So if the term diversity itself is hard to define to a single definition that would fit the needs of all then what is the term diversity? I strongly agree with what Beverly Daniel Tatum [ 2000 ] stated in her report , “ who am I ? the answer depends in large part on the who the world around me says I am”. Diversity as I see it is the definition of describing the differences in everything around us, so to me I say the term diversity is an ever changing description of objects animate and inanimate. People are forever changing so the term is also forever changing along with us. As our identities mature and grow ,new light is shed upon perspectives that are already present and different perspectives are brought to us through new found knowledge and new life experiences.
Diversity is clearly a concept which teachers preparing to teach need to have a clear understanding of before they teach. The importance of understanding diversity links to how well you can educate your students. For if you do not understand how a student has experienced their life and how they are most suited to learn then how are you supposed to teach and cater to their needs if you do not know how they function, because each and every single student differs in some aspect. “High achievement for diverse groups of learners is an outcome of the skilled and cumulative pedagogical actions of a teacher in creating and optimising an effective learning environment,” [Alton Lee, 2003] this means that even if you are more disadvantaged when compared to others in aspects such as socio economic status or mental ability , with the right help from a teacher who understands your diverse identity you can excel in areas you would not normally succeed in, Alton states “ classes with low mean socio-economic status , low pre –scores and higher proportions of non pakeha students are capable of very good progress in mathematics learning” , therefore it is a very important concept to understand for the sake of pedagogical practices that facilitate for heterogeneous groups of students.
Beverly Daniel Tatum [ 2000 ]also said that the “ element of their identity is so taken for granted by them that it goes without comment”, the dominant society so takes their privileges for granted that they do not even notice that they have these privileges because it is just thought to be the common treatment that everyone should get. People often forget that which is their birth right or which they are born with if it is beneficial or part of the main stream conformist society of the dominant traits. “Survival of the fittest.... this view maintained that the inability of these groups to adapt was a natural part of the evolutionary selection processes through which some groups would naturally die out” [ Paul Adams , Hine Waitere-Ang , 2005]... was part of Charles Darwin’s published revolutionary study of the evolution of species. This can be taken into example as the dominant species takes control while the subordinated species / race has to deal with the opposing force of the dominant, because they have ‘lesser traits’ deemed by survival of the fittest. Either a mutated gene which gives an advanced feature which helps the dominant species / race survive in its current environment shown in Darwin’s theory, or in the society of today those who have features which are present in the main stream dominant society have the easy life as they are accepted as part of the norm and ignore their dominant feature as it is present in all majorities around them and only notice those that are without.
This dominant / subordinated construct appears in society through all facets of life in the basis of race/ethnicity, gender, religion, sexual orientation, socioeconomic status, age and physical or mental ability. In each group there is a group considered dominant which is systematically advantaged by society because of group membership and a group considered subordinated which is systematically disadvantaged. This is caused because in each of the “categories mentioned above each has a form of oppression associated with it; racism, sexism, religious oppression / anti Semitism, heterosexism , classism , ageism and ableism.” [Beverly Daniel Tatum, 2000]
“Dominant groups , by definition , set the parameters within which the subordinates operate.” [Beverly Daniel Tatum, 2000 ]. Students and teachers alike both deal with the construct of the dominant and subordinated whether dealing with it through a first person or a second person perspective. So therefore in the instance of education the dominant group of students would get to experience a style of teaching where it was suited to their needs and wants because it would be set around the parameters of the dominant groups society rather than the subordinated. So this means that the style of teaching would mostly be concentrated on those who are part of the main stream part of the class, which you could call the dominant stream, while those who are lagging behind or excelling forward would be the subordinated stream because they are not part of the norm so are ostracized in most teaching methods that are conducted for the mainstream dominant class. This is just but one example of how the construct of dominant and subordinated identities can help one explain differential experience in education. Another would be the student to teacher relationship instead of just focusing on the students, “ to agree to learn from a stranger who does not respect your integrity causes a major loss of self . The only alternative is to not – learn and reject their world.” This statement made by Tatum shows us that if we do not understand the diversity of our students and pre-empt their needs all the students will do is reject our teaching style and lose the focus needed to continue their education, they will rebel.
It is no longer just up to the students to learn what the teachers teach no matter how the teacher is teaching, the responsibility is now upon the teachers to find suitable teaching methods so that each child is no longer left without options to choose from. This is why diversity is important inside the classroom and for teachers and students to realise the importance. For without understand the diverse community that is within the classroom first how will you create a learning atmosphere that will enable you to teach and the children to learn if they do not understand you and you them. Also as the barriers of different characteristics are broken down little by little as we begin to understand each other in the classroom it no longer matters who is dominant and who is subordinated because if the diverse identities understand one another, there is no longer a reason for conflict or for survival of the fittest to present itself.



I realise that one will never fully understand diversity as diversity always changes with the changing identities of the people surrounding us. I also understand that to fully ensure that quality teaching is facilitated to the students so that we cater to the individuality of each and every single student one must be prepared. Prepared to evolve and learn , to understand the diverse nature of each student and working in unison with the students to prepare a positive atmosphere in which both the students and teachers will be able to understand each other’s identities better in order to be rid of the oppressive form associated with the many different characteristics one is defined by.

5.23

its 5.23 am atm.

doing my fucking essay. lol

its suposed to b 1500 - 2000 words

im 1413 into it. and no where near done. fucking long essay hahaha xD

ill post it up on here when im dones.

went to mells today. lots of work done ther. good place to study thx to mell =]

thx mell ~

we had mean study fest. me zo jess and mell.

had yums food too like mega wendys feast

and b4 that odeng ramen tang kekekekekek yummy.

gota write ma essay. see u soon.

all nighter today kekekekekeke

PEDO GOM

fail pedo gom pic xD

ic3

na jigum should be gongbu hae !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-zoey

had a pizza breead. and OG OJ for brekkie. + redbull. :D:D:D:D:D nomnomnom.
zo had a pie and pizza bread. (wotta hungus onee auuuuuuuu)

nom nom nom she also had a redbull =].

lol atm we are about 2 and a half hours into our study session,...

guess whaT> we havnt done shit .

Restaurant citaaaayyyyyyy
word challangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez


lol we got mean typos going up in hur.

gangs aye ^ ^.

sigh we should b doing our essays. mines due 2mor. zoes was due last week but shes extending it by losing 5 points lol.

sigh.

we been reading shit.

and realise.

that the usual sense of.

pressure? panic?

that was supposed to b apparent atm because of our essays isnt evident. *uhbsuh-ness*

rwa.r.

^ - lol

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WE R REALLY REALLY BORED. AND TIRED WHEN WE WRITE OUR ESSAYS but so energetic when we muck around.

PROCRASTINAONATIONNATIONISMANLITY. is what we r ~
ok redo.

procrastinationationismalitynese. me and zoeys race. /. culture.

aka /die ~__~

peace out till we blog again today lol -pedo gom.

LET ME IN YOUR BLOG. - zo

uncertain.

yojum naega mani gomin hago itsoh.

nae inseng ul sara ga myun soh otokhe sara ganun gonji.

naega jigum daehak ae chaesun ul da hago itnungonga?

nae ga jigum jinjja nae yonchin ul joa ha nun gon ga?

gae do narul jinjja joa ha nun gon ga?

inseng ul sara gamyun soh manun gomin ul hago sa nun saram in de nanun.

gunde mmmm jigum sara ga nun bang shik ul baggu myun nae inseng e do joa jil gga nabba jil gga? hmmm....

jigum un essay rul sso ya ha nun dae ajik shijak do byulo an het soh.

jigum mo ha nun gol gga.

naega jigum darun ggwa ro gatsumyun nae inseng e otoke byun halgga?

yochin e dallatsu myun inseng e otoke darul gga?

nae ga ddan de gasuh salmyun inseng e do joa jilgga?

my life ae bulman un opjiman.

gu, what if? seng gak e an ddona.

nan jigum reality boda fantasy ae sa nun gae do pyun hal ggo gate.

chingu dul do sarang ha go. gajok do mani sarang ha nun dae.

gunyang jjom shigo shipo.

nae inseng ul pause hago. ddan saram ? ddan de? gasoh nae ga anin de ga soh jjom sara bogo shipoh. hmmm

yaggan depressing hanga? kkkk.

iroke nat ddul gge. daum ae. mayb ill talk a bit more about it.

drinks weed and a date lol

soo for the past couple days its been hectic with drinking / buzzing / partying yea?

but not like it wasnt fun or ne thing lol

i went on a date with red on sat. just chilled had food watched a movie. drank xD

lolol watched 17 again. wasnt half bad actualy. main actor is pretty hot lol

the movie wasnt bad either lol .

and dinner was sooooooooooooo goood. cus i had been hungry like a mofo lol.

hmm went to drink at obar that night . red gots a bit tips lol.

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm before this nite.

was a cous cous shesh.

was fun. c , t , me , x , l, z . gotz on the buzz.

n , k , s , a , just watched .

but it wasnt half bad lol. funny stuff actually.

before this night. was the. party at nicoles lol.

mm nicole had been mad at me for a few days cus i was being a bad boyfriend?. =/.

buuuuuuuuuut at the party it was still kinda rwar rwar.

but by the end of the day it was good. =]. and we r good now !.

yes we r =].

hmm what else to post.

duno cant think. post later lol.

owned

insanely tired today.

did errands for auntie shy.

brunch .

chill.

dinner.

sleep.

hibernate for ever.

scramled eggs

ok so.

its holidays now.

got 3 assignments to finish b4 these holidays

i got caught . my kit was in my car. dad took car. kit b gone. next day. kit magically appears in my car. so. i tread lightly. see what happens.

maybe im not being a good enough boyfriend. haven't actually been down this road in a long while. so just slowly figuring shit out i guess. too used to single lifestyle huh. ~_~;;

been making new friends and re chilling with alot of old ones . catching up and shit ha. its bn good.

need to start intergrating that lifestyle having a gf. so they become one lol;;

duno. i really want a relationship where my boys and my gf can chill together but i dont think its very realistic , not yet ne way. im sure my gf will get along well with most of my mates its just my mates hang with other ppl and so does my gf. not like i can force them to b at once place lol. i just need to manage my time better.

jins doing fine too which is good. landed her self a nice boy. eric. jung ho? damn keep forgetting his korean name.

craigs also gotten over k and l situation and now is going out with c. which is really good. happy for ya =]. finally got ur self one !

now all thats left is andy and nico huh.

hmm.

recently i feel detatched. im here when i do things and take part in shit. but im also. not here? not actualy involved. after i do things i dont feel as if ive experienced them? and later on when i look back its like looking back in a perspective that was actualy involved just the view of a spectator. i duno why. its happened b4 so mayb itll go away lol.

been having pretty emo dreams lately. the whole. m thing with the n thing. yeahp ;; hope they go away soon.

oh yeah. the girls got inked today. cant wait to see em =].

havnt been to gym in a while. mayb ill get to go soon huh.

need a new phone. a new music listening device.

need to pay off my fines.

yeahp.

theres stuff im my head thats just swirling around. but doesnt wana come out of my fingers. so mayb when its ready to come out il write again.

scramled eggs

FOAM AND TEACHING

lolol ok. so for the past week ive been teaching at wesley primary school and its been so rewarding for me as a teacher and a person.

the children their are so cute and little brats at the same time but i think the experience of having taught at a school is very good. and i cant wait for my 2nd 4 week practicum to go teach somewhere else.

in the class i had my favs. ill upload pics when i acn figure out how to lol

will always remember the twins jacob and jackson

the dancer / twilight werewolf boy tevita.

cute little pimp charles.

sam the goody good

esoto the cry baby drama queen.

isileli the shy one

jennifer the dancer

amalani big eyes

loreen teachers pet

davis the bad ass

desmond with head lice

gabrielle the loud

nathanial the cheeky

and those r the ones i will always remember

and today i snuck / had a scrap with parents and came out to go to foam so i could hang with my gf =].

i didnt want her to be alone with her friends getting hit on by a huge number of guys -___-;;

i had a great time today with her and ma mates and i hope we can go again as a big group nxt year~~!~!

MMM YESTERDAY

was our blaze up lol. red , ky , xu , zo , andy and i attended this and we all got high expect andy cis he didnt do ne its really ok tho.
dont really wana force people to do it haha. but it was mean funny tho aye =]

celebration lol

 sooo a few days ago it was my one month lol (22nd) yaay?!? hahaha

yeaah the day was really good. zomg took sticker photos . i had this one where i really really liked it but they didnt print it out. buggers. lol

went to arcades and won all my wishes to use on cole. and after it all she was all emo and low energy mmmm.

then headed to dinner had some foooood

but b4 all this we just chilled in her room sleeping . soooo goooood.

and after dinner and her place was also sooo goood lol.

and the stuff i want to post about today. i will post. another day =].

for now this is a celebration post lololol.

miss you .

ish. =P

n o r e c o r d .

TERMINATED REMEMBER

also chilled with the boys today. dinner at albert park eating burger fuel.

then i went to reds =]=].

twas the highlight of my day.

if this would happen everyday i would probably be content all my life lol.

but yeaaa it was really good just lying down talking and chilling.

v couple like i must say.

and soon it wil b our one month this sunday. so hope things go well that day.

also the if the weather wer to be fine that would be a great help.

hmmm ne way. im buggered atm

been sleeping at like 3 - 4 am everyday for the past week or so no idea why. and waking up at like 7 each day because i ahve to go to uni. fawoerajwdjskl;adjasp

lol so i hope to go to sleep soon yeaaaa

22.02.09

so as of 22nd of feb 2009.

i started to date red =]=]=]=]=].

was a very happy moment.

happened sometime in the morning. 

after a good days drinking on saturday. in the early mornings yeaa.

so we met at obar where she was celebrating her mates thing . while we were moving to 2 cha for davids thing. andd yea. something happened. =]=]=] something clicked.

and then went over to her house to visit her and yeaa asked her out and she said YUSSS.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. so i like her . duno whats gna happen from here but i hope only good things happen to us. bit selfish i know but cant i be? lol. afterall it is the first gf that i have cared for in this way.

no cheating as such whatsoever with red. shes something precious that i dont want to lose or hurt. or make sad yerrrrrr. wota sook danny =P.

hope good things come our way.

a little bit of everything Tues 11.03.09

hmmm

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well ive been going out with redfor mayb 3 weeks ish now. and as i get to know her more and more and get to spend more time with her the more i grow to like her i think .

its not a bad thing lol but mayb im just being a bit to keen on the relationship ~_~;;..

i want this relationship to be a serious one and want it to last long. so yea hope it turns out that way.

sooo up till now ive seen her drunky tipsy. shes seen me high. ive seen her in nothing but a towel. shes slapped me twice. lol major events like that.

even tho i didnt get to do much for her on valentines day i kinda sorta made up for it on white day by surprising her with flowers and chocolate. =]=]. got a nice superman doll necklace that i wear everywhere as a gift. 

hmmm i guess time will tell whether she likes me as much as i like her or she likes me more @___@. 

ah ! ive also started to go gym again with andy which is good. get bigger and bulking up is part of the plan..

other memorable moments was getting blazed up with xucy and zoey lol so funny. 
shixis bday.
date with red at mbay.
uni starting.
getting my lap top.
im sure there is alot more then this but right now its 3 am in the morning after a night of hard drinking the day b4 and a lack of sleep but i dont know why i am not falling asleep at this very moment. lolol. delayed reaction?

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mmm i get the feeling that ma mate and i will never be as close as we once wer. just not the same as b4. not as close lol. the things he does seems a lot different to the person he used to be. mayb his relationship has changed him into a different person which could be good and bad but its not the mate that i used to know so yeee. all gee tho. this ones not so bad just wont be as close to this one mhmmm.

what else ?? 

when red wears heels shes taller then me lol.

and ??

oh hoped my allowance kicks in so that i can start getting some money huh.

also??

im teaching at wesley primary school a decile one school. 
i mite get shot lol.

hmmmmm?? 

starvation 19 February 2009 at 01:04

im starving lol.

recently things have been hectic around my house hold cus dads had kidney stones moving in his body yerr. so the other day i had a massive rage at the ambulance call thing 911 cus they wouldnt come pick up my dad fast enough so i dont think they wana come over to my house for ac up of tea ne time soon.

so yea took dad too hospital and got him dosed up on morphine and other pain killers for now. 

his pains not really getting ne better so docs gave him meds and stuf fso hopefully the kidney stones will pass through his body without causing him too much pain lolol. 

bought him a 12 pack of steins pure so he can piss alot xD

mmm so since he cant work -________________- ive been working at AFC for dad. wake up early in the morning and come back at 8 30 ~_~. very tiring and boring if you have to do this everyday so ups to my parents who do it everyday to support me and my bro.


so im actualy hungry as right now but i cant really eat something cus then ill feel full max haha. -__-;

OH YEH.

the day before i went to walk my mate xucys rabbit with xucy and ky lololol..

ITS GOT THE MEANEST NINJA PISS !. its really horny atm and apparently horny male rabbits like to piss eveyrwhere. soo.. rocket ( the rabbit ) comes running up to us while we r sitting down and then flips 360 in the air and ninja pisses everywhere lolol it was quite funny and yuck at the same time cus we got pissed on lolol. apparently rabbit leakage has ammonium nitrate? which is a base?? -__-? so since i was wearing black it wasnt good. hope i got that bit of info right.

hopefully i will get a break from working sometime so i can go out and relax again. not many days till sschool starts...... ... . yea.. ;; sigh........................................................

also i have this very important choice to make in my life.

laptop... or desktop. @___________@.
gota decide which one i want lol.

16. Feb. 2009

BLOG START


wheeeeeeen i look back now from the future into the current present which will actualy be the past in the future.... lol i want to have something that i can remember this shit by besides photos and memories cus you forget too much shit danny.

SO .. where to start. 

ok relationship wise right now i am at a stand still. hmm ok heres how the shit went down so i dont ever forget it lol. right now i like a specific person called RED. the way it is atm is ive confessed my feelings towards her and right now shit is complicated for her so we r just friends lol which completely and utterly sucks for me as a personal thing but i guess if thats wahts best for her atm theres nothing i can really do about it is there?

learn from the mistake made fromt the past. do not give into peer pressure. do not pity date. do not go out with more then one girl at a time. do not excessively flirt with all girls you meet. do not let your ego get the better of you. do not feel too self concisous and be a little bitch.

this is all shit that you danny will have to remember incase you forget in the future and revert back to the old us of a long time ago. 

i guess what im looking for now atm in this time of the beginning of 2009 is something solid stable that will last for a while. relationships effect me a lot. it influences my everyday life so if my relationship is all about having fun and partying then imagine what my first year at uni will b like. so i guess im looking for something that will both be fun and someone to share my passions and goals with for as long as they can be shared upon by each other. 

also the friends thing right now. is. my homes r disappearing. im frantically trying to build my support structure again to be ready for my university years so that i have a stable environment around me that i can lean upon if need be but the hard thing is that everything is not as solid as it used to be because everyone is exploring finding new limits , walking new roads , so the once sturdy building is slowing loosing its pillars or the pillars r becoming soft as my friends and i go different ways. i guess. so right now i understand what is happening so i can only wait and see what happens and hope to build upon the friendships that r still here at the end of the day and make new friends and meet new people in hopes of finding people with common interests so that as i live day to day life will not seem so dull and harsh.

PASSION for something is what i need to find so that my life does not revolve around something inconsistent. in the past what my life has revolved around would be study , my mates and girls. Most of my friends have interests and passions that light up their lives and makes them strive for something better in life or just to keep on enjoying life for what it is because they r doing something that they want to do. ive been trying to find something that i can be as passionate about and as of yet i have found nothing that has sparked and turned into a roaring fire.
possible paths for my passion could be the piano and playing music. for recently i have been inspired ( by a girl lol ) to play the piano again and ive found that i really enjoy playing but am i really good enough that i can consider it to be something worth pursuing? i know i can work hard at it but will i really have the skill later on in order to be something good and all that hard work that i put it will bear fruit. or will i give up half heartedly and quit. i want my will power to be strong as to when i decide what my passion will be so that i will not give up and quit and that passion that drive for doing what i want to do will keep my alive and determined to pursing that pasison that i have found. 

as you live through life trouble comes your way or in the way of one of your friends . i am only 18 years old and so are most of my friends and yet some of my very close girl mates have gone through something that will change their lives forever. at the age of 18 they had unprotected sex and have become pregnant. the option that was only available to these girls at this place and time was to abort their babies. i dont get why girls who have so much characted and personality to them can consent to letting their boyfriends be unprotected when having sex. the risk is too great for something like 2 dollers for 200 condoms . getting pregant at the age of 18 can change your life. getting pregant at 18 and getting it aborted will change your life. your first baby that you ever carry in your womb will die. your first born baby will have a brother or sister they will never get to know. you will have a son or daughter that will never even see the light of day. i really cant help but be against abortions but there is nothing that i can do for my friends at this stage in life because they have lives dreams that they want to fulfill and that just isnt possible by having a baby now. they dont and cant face the responsibility the shame the harsh welcoming that they and their babies will receive when the news is out. i dont know how to help my friends in this kind of situation , words of comfort will not form in my mouth and will not even begin to appear in my brain.

also i cant stand to see my friends boy and girl have a partner that they always fight with or have problems with and yet they stay together. i know relationships are about forgiving and working out problems to be with the person you love or like and compromises and such but when i see my friends they r happy for a mayb not even a full day out of 7 days and yet they say that they need their partner. its not a need its a want . they want the feeling of not being alone. of having someone that they can call their boyfriend or girlfriend. the world nowadays has made relationships so cliche that most people dont even find true love or like but just go out becuase of the pressure or idea of being in love. the image of having a bf / gf . i can understand if they wer going out to have fun and they both knew it , but then they wudnt fight wud they? becuase they cud call it off but seeing my friends enter long relationships that have shitty start middle and end and then seeing the cycle repeat it self and even when you tell them to fucking wake up they dont. theuy just carry on in that cycle becuase its whats been done in the past and doing things that you have already done makes you feel secure. fuck.

right now what i want out of life is for it to be peaceful. no drama for a long while just peace for me and my friends so that we can live life a little calmly . give us time to receuperate. to find our selves again before we r plunged into the cesspool of fucks that we call life.