hmm

so here i am in the middle of the night.

once again suffering from insomnia.

my gf has gone to korea and i miss her so .

but guess ill have to wait until she gets back from korea.

once you start thinking about stuff like this

you realise how much of life your missing by sleeping alot or by not being there.

but thats life i guess. u cant be everywhere at once .

cus then everyone would be super heroes ~_~.

come back home soon babe.

but technically she could be home, since home is where the heart is =].

swelling

my throat. is swollen.

it looks like. a bumpy flesh ball inside my throat.

i need drugs.

going to the docs at . 3 45 today.

also going to the airport today.

to drop off dk.

his time with us seems to have just. gone so fast. T_T.

lol jinny thought it was still an hour behind -_-. fob zzzzz <3

catch up

andys not boys fuck.

dks back yay.

i love aika.

dk doesnt love aika.

ujin does love aika.

jinny loves aika.

reno loves aika.

josh loves aika.

aika is loved.

andys not boys

hes not staying at my house today .

fuck him.

fuck u andy lee. mrgs. graduating class of 2008. lives in orewa.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

keke

soooo. me + jin =? going out zzzz

congradulations =] ~

hosungs house

good times =].

i really should take some photos so other people can see the good times i have with my friends.

but my camera sucks on my phone and dasan has my phone connector cable which is....

in his room but he cant find it but its not lost. =] s2 dasan bae fuck.

jinny ... mc... nono ~ =P. still love you tho kekekeke.

nipples. hopi . shaving. coffee. s2s2s2s2.

i dont <3 jt. fuck he ate all the fried rice.

i <3 gy. she made me food.

i <3 josh for the coffeeeeee.

i <3 all of you guys cus i love you. love love ~ love love love.

and i <3 all my other friends who couldnt be there because your gay and dont play with me ne more.

cough cough you know who you are.

inception

mind fuck.

- hey kiss me now

- (kisses)

= theyre still looking

- it was worth a try

LOLOLOL epic.

and .... the totem stops spinning.

time passes

been a month is since my last post.

hmmm.

so.

what has happened?

road trip. with BABY CREW fun fun. look at rb for photos plox.

hmm what else.

school has started.

and also baby ~~ =].

also. heads up to and grats to all the new couples and such that i have seen around.!!

hope it lasts for u guys ~

shit guryo

fml. ive been out like a bitch since friday nite.

friday through to sunday i cant remember much except being cold even thou i had 3 blankets and my elec blanket to keep me warm.

but i do know i sweated out about 50 L of bad yuck shit.

finally regained some head sense monday nite.

slowly got better on tuesday

and hey whadya know its wednesday. took me a whole fucking 6 days to get sick. and get not sick.

when i get back out into the world i wonder how it will embrace me..?

i wonder what has changed....

scary thought but fun thought.

if i leave my house and its LFD2.

my life

happy belated bday to me and dasan.

it was a time of celebration.

lets stay good friends.

hehe

hehe cleaned up my room and i found the top thing again yay =].

thanks to you who drew it fo me. and i stoles its. =].

and arnt the flowers all pretty in my heinies cup? =] chyeaaa

week one

first week of practicum has finished. quite good actually

have a really good AT and edendale primary is a really good decile 5 school.

teaching year 4's.

mmm.

lots of work to do.

yup yup.

id upload all the photos of kids but cant cus i cant take any ~_~; if i want to take photos need permission from their parents lol.

hmmmmm. hopefully next week will be even better.

many days straight

this is the.. umpth time that i have come to my mates house out in bucklands beach.

same old shit. day after day.

study . eat. study. study fucking study.

me. ruth. eva. tina. john.

wheres chops? lol smoking weed probably. miss you baby. have fun at ur stupid city campus u fucking ditcher fuck. LOL jokes.

so. 2L of mountain dew on the table.

4 panadols in my tummy.yummy yummy fuck. yuck. shit. my stomachs sore az. bloody chinese food.

stupid F grade shit.

lol as u can tell im not in a good mood. sore stomach. lack of sleep. stress = FUCK YOUR MUM.

* i dont like BK the buns are always burnt*

LMFAO

* gangster music playing in the back ground *

2 tongans. 1 korean. 1 indian and me.

party in the house lol.

*freak freak freaky*

so . to sum it all up.

fuck 103. fuck 214. fuck and 103 again.

buzzed out

so . my eyes open at 7 in the morning.

OMG WTF .

i go to school. attend a whopping 6 hours non stop of lectures. WHOOP.

arnt i amazing. dazzling in fact?

this has never happened before. literally. never actually been to all of the lectures on a friday. lol. too buzy or cbfness.

then guess what.

i work till 4 am whooop.

and since i drank too much coffee my tiredness is BOOM gone.

efficacy . the process or to be efficient.

just a random word i learnt today at one of my lectures.

my heart goes out to all of the

baggy eyed. tired people. of auckland uni.

i anoint you all "gangs" =].

chin up laddies and laddesses.

fucking finally

soooooooooooooooo im back.

got my lap top back from the lap top shop ( pb tech )

got it fixed. apparently a hard drive was corrupted and had to be replaced or something

because my cmputer would freeze every ten minutes..

hmm..

maybe it was just a problem that could be fixed for like 30 dollers.

but they charged me 300. whoop.

great huh?

i dont know that much about computers so dont know if its true or not.

but im glad i have my lap top back =]=].

soooo hows life?

pretty fucking average lololololol.

eat sleep play work study a bit. WHOOP.

but thx to LSM for the bag and rings . kekekeke.

and i miss other people that i dont get to hang out with as much...

very much. much.

T____T. where art thou?

creaming post

lololololol i tried cream soda for the first time tday


guess what?

tasted like rainbows and bubblegum!

different kinda yummy. bt still yummy.

ow.... i bit my face hehehehe

F M L

fml.

dropped my lap top.

the top right corner is fucked

its like all dented and shit.

so i got out of my car. after i drove all the way to pap. to study

put the lap top bag which had my lap top inside the bag.

on top of the car.

what do you know. the ground was tilted more then i thought

so my car was on an angle.

it seemed like slow motion.

i could see my laptop falliing from the top of my car.

and even though i wanted to reach out and grab it.

my hand would not move.

and BAM BITCH YOUR LAP TOPS JUST BEEN FUCKED BY THE GROUND.

now its physically retarded.

post pics lata.

i repeat.

fml.

sex.

i want.
+please...

seasons

is it just me? or has summer ended.

iono its getting raelly cold of late , so guessing its time to being out the warm sHIET.

mmm puffy jackets = sex?

i duno.

in winter all u ever see is asians in puffy jackets. i know its really warm.

but its hard to tell cus we all look alike in the first place.

but do we really have to wear the same clothes?

theres no distinction any more.

=P.

ne ways what ive noticed is that.

people get alot more tired and sleepy nowdays.

i know i do..

maybe its because the seasons are changing ?

but what has that got to do with being mroe tired?

ne one got an answer?

mmm. but i guess its not so bad for me

because i am grounded,

and what do u do when ur grounded? sleep =].

sleep = sex.

full stop.

its sooo good. u know?

- the hardest part about dreaming is having to wake up. danny g. =].

흥

~!#$%^&*()

thank u =)

I looooooooooooooooove donuts ! ^-^*

shiet.

thanks to the uber laziness that exists, i hav not blogged in a fuckload of time =]. theres many things that have happenend and many things that i wished to blog, but i didnt.. because i would have to turn my lap top on, log in, turn on the net, log in to bog and type.

wouldnt the world be a better place if you could mind write your blog? zomg. =]. copyright at the idea.

ne ways. so school has started. its actually like the 2nd week -__-. and as we walk all over our respective campuses , nothings changed execpt fresh meat.

its exactly like last year + more work + fresh meat - some people. =[.

hmm whats changed?

3 shifts at rock bar a week.
still on them death sticks.
broke as shit.
cbf about school.
waiting for allowance to kick in bt i know it wont. know why? cus i havnt mailed my parents income thing yet -___-...

ooohh yea. went on a road trips with peoples. id link u photos cept they not on my cam. so errr imagine what happened lol.

went to lantern festival.

couple a peoples birthdayssss grats for being old bissssssssssssssssssssssh.

. i get that feeling when u get , when u know ur not as fit as you use to be, and you know you should be going to the gym and u know its good for u, but u just cbf? yea. that feeling. -_-.

need to start getting fit again so i can wear my man-kini in winter yeaa ~_~;;;.

i dunos what i forgots. but many many things i know i dids.

soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo PEACE.

/

nuhmu nuhmu nuhmu PROUD hae!
^-^

i stand here.
waiting for tomorrow to come.

we stand here.
hoping that tomorrow will bring a better day.

what will tomorrow hold?
peace of mind? or maybe.
not.

i hope that tomorrow brings a smile.
or maybe even a wink.

for all of us who are waiting for it to come.

done

finally a skittles free year for me.

as of today. i am. finished. T_T.

sadness and happyness both.

whats left to seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

is how hard itll b.

and how others will tempt me . =P

thx niki xD. they smell really nice when u err. play them =P. yummyyy
*edit* i wanted to rotate the pics so its not sideways... but im noob so yea xD rwar



congrats to my lito one for getting into unii =].
guess i really need to teach u how to para park xD

quote .

we shouldnt fight because thats lovely. instead of being retarded.. zzz

or something like that

life

bought a new hard drive.

lots of people came back =]=]=]=]=]=]=]=].

now working at rockbar. a kareoke place on lower q st. opposite fix 24. which has the subway in it.

umm... still missing lots of people who went overseas.

dont want school to start.

needs money.

needs to go to the gym.

quitting skittles as of 30th january 2010. till.? at least a year im guessing.

yes. =].

100

babo k.
uri 100il e.
100110

life

smiles and frowns.

are what make life.

life cant always be all smiles.

life cant always be all frowns.

but why do the good moments always need to be

tainted by the bad.

sometimes, when we really need a smile.

all thats felt is an upside down one.

avatar

the greatest movie to ever be made.

its like orgasmic orgyfest on a screen thats not porn.

blows ur mind this movie does.

makes our world pale in comparison to what is shown on screen.

ah. but to be born on that world.

how would life differ.

as i live my life.
i ponder.
have i lived for its length
or for its width.